...I don't know what I'm doing anymore...

I feel like I'm at a point in my life where I want to be known, and to do crazy projects...but all of that takes time, and good connections. All of which can't quite be done with my 2.5 years of art experience, even if my skill improve exponentially.

Everything (including myself) is screaming at me that I should try to turn my happy little hobby into a job, but every time I try I just get overwhelmed, confused, and stressed-out. Doesn't help that my job at the bakery is on the line too. That alone spiked my stress levels.

I genuinely don't know where I should put my focus anymore because I don't feel motivated to do any of them right now due to the constant stress I'm feeling right now.

Been running around like a chicken with its head cut off for too long, and now I think I need some time to just flop-down and stop thinking for a bit because my brain hurts. Might even do some mindless vent-art to pass the time.

I know almost all of you never read these things, so I'm essentially screaming at the void for the 500th time...

...Don't even know why I'm still even trying honestly...Guess I'm still hopeful in a way that at least one person will see this...

...but for the few that do read this...

...thank-you

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